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So give me reason ; To prove me wrong ,
To wash this memory clean .
My name is [x]love :D
There is no other info about me .
And all these are just my dreamland .
Dreams that I dream of at night .
Don't like me ? You can leave by the red 'x' on the top right hand corner .
You are @ theundyingpainofmine.blogspot.com.
I don't need anyone change my weaknesses or tell me my strengths , I just need someone who'll appreciate me for everythg that I am .
"It takes a lifetime to find someone, but only a moment to fall in love."
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Past records .
She was scared .
Wednesday, April 8, 2009,
Eee , I think I'm mad .
Why am I emoing over a stupid bang bang song ._.
RAWR .
It hurts so much seeing you leave .
Right in front of me , where I could stop you ;
But didn't .
Not because I didn't dare to .
But because I knew by making you stay ,
It wouldn't do any of us any good .
Although I knw I can't move on ,
I knw by making you stay is torturing you .
You obviously didn't like me the way I loved you .
You obviously took me for your punching bag .
You obviously took me for your toy .
And yet , I foolishly believed all your lies .
I tried to pretend I didn't knw anythg .
But I couldn't .
I couldn't bear to see my life being ruined like that .
By your lies , your voice , your everythg .
Just anythg from you could make my day much better .
I don't even knw the reason why .
I guess I'm just plain stupid . Plain retarded .
I really wish I could move on , and forget everythg about you .
I don't want to rmb it .
The way it ended , the way we left it ; hanging there .
It's not even hope dangling on a string .
The string has snapped a long time ago , and the hope vanished too .
But somehow , there's this stupid girl ,
Who's still holding the broken strings together ,
Thinking that maybe with time , everythg would come back .
She was blind , she didn't know what to do .
Or how to carry on from there .
She was really scared .
Labels: Though she alrdy tried her best .
Dreamway ♥ .
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