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So give me reason ; To prove me wrong ,
To wash this memory clean .
My name is [x]love :D
There is no other info about me .
And all these are just my dreamland .
Dreams that I dream of at night .
Don't like me ? You can leave by the red 'x' on the top right hand corner .
You are @ theundyingpainofmine.blogspot.com.
I don't need anyone change my weaknesses or tell me my strengths , I just need someone who'll appreciate me for everythg that I am .
"It takes a lifetime to find someone, but only a moment to fall in love."
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Past records .
Excuses .
Friday, April 3, 2009,
You're so demanding .
I find it no point trying to meet your expectations .
They merely get higher and higher .
You're never really happy with me .
Why give birth to me ?
So that I could support you in your old age ?
Don't worry , I'll do it .
The thing is , you never give a word of encouragement whenever I fail .
You only care about the god damn results .
You don't knw how hard I tried .
I try to do all those things you wanted me to do ,
And yet you complain and shout at me even when I've done them .
I greet you whenever I enter the house .
It's not like I don't .
When I asked you for help , you asked me to help myself .
If I had the ability to help myself ,
Would I still need to ask you for help ?
Seriously , I am alrdy trying to minimize the number of vulgarities I use .
But what you do , is seriously making the situation worse .
I can't even say the word ' shit' ?
What's wrong with that word ?
Even teachers use that word in their daily life .
I'm VERY VERY VERY sure .
So don't ask me 'Are you sure ?'
It gets damn irritating when you doubt me like that .
It's like you doubt my ablity to use all my 5 senses .
Tell me who would like that .
Come on man , I need love and care .
And not scoldings .
It won't help anythg .
You claim you love me , so why do you act so nonchalant about some things ?
Why ?
I find it no point trying to meet your expectations .
They merely get higher and higher .
You're never really happy with me .
Why give birth to me ?
So that I could support you in your old age ?
Don't worry , I'll do it .
The thing is , you never give a word of encouragement whenever I fail .
You only care about the god damn results .
You don't knw how hard I tried .
I try to do all those things you wanted me to do ,
And yet you complain and shout at me even when I've done them .
I greet you whenever I enter the house .
It's not like I don't .
When I asked you for help , you asked me to help myself .
If I had the ability to help myself ,
Would I still need to ask you for help ?
Seriously , I am alrdy trying to minimize the number of vulgarities I use .
But what you do , is seriously making the situation worse .
I can't even say the word ' shit' ?
What's wrong with that word ?
Even teachers use that word in their daily life .
I'm VERY VERY VERY sure .
So don't ask me 'Are you sure ?'
It gets damn irritating when you doubt me like that .
It's like you doubt my ablity to use all my 5 senses .
Tell me who would like that .
Come on man , I need love and care .
And not scoldings .
It won't help anythg .
You claim you love me , so why do you act so nonchalant about some things ?
Why ?
Labels: I don't want to hear any of it .
Dreamway ♥ .
11:30 PM <3