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So give me reason ; To prove me wrong ,
To wash this memory clean .
My name is [x]love :D
There is no other info about me .
And all these are just my dreamland .
Dreams that I dream of at night .
Don't like me ? You can leave by the red 'x' on the top right hand corner .
You are @ theundyingpainofmine.blogspot.com.
I don't need anyone change my weaknesses or tell me my strengths , I just need someone who'll appreciate me for everythg that I am .
"It takes a lifetime to find someone, but only a moment to fall in love."
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Friday, March 13, 2009,
Why me ?
Why am I forever so unlucky ?
One after another .
Zhen Ting said she would've jumped the building if she were me .
But I'm stronger thn her anyway .
Though I'm on the verge of it ,
I will live on because this is my life .
I won't allow others to manipulate my life .
It doesn't matter who hates me .
It doesn't matter who loves me .
What matters is I want to live .
I don't want to lose the things I have now ,
Though they aren't much .
I still have my bestf , ShenJing , Angshuang and Yiming and a few others .
Whom stood by me in those times .
They protected me .
They're those who truly understand how I feel .
It's not like I'm so sadist that I'm happy that I almost broke up a couple .
I merely act nonchalant about it .
But I was really sorry .
Seeing that whatever blog , it made me angry .
Who wouldn't act indifferent about it even though they were angry ?
Tell me ?
No one would . Obviously .
It would only make those people do more and more things .
Getting into things like these are obviously a waste of time .
I could use them to do other things .
From now on , I won't go to the cow's blog on purpose .
What for make myself angry over smth that was meant to get me angry ?
That's so stupid right ?
Anyway , I don't want to care anymore .
Bye .
Why am I forever so unlucky ?
One after another .
Zhen Ting said she would've jumped the building if she were me .
But I'm stronger thn her anyway .
Though I'm on the verge of it ,
I will live on because this is my life .
I won't allow others to manipulate my life .
It doesn't matter who hates me .
It doesn't matter who loves me .
What matters is I want to live .
I don't want to lose the things I have now ,
Though they aren't much .
I still have my bestf , ShenJing , Angshuang and Yiming and a few others .
Whom stood by me in those times .
They protected me .
They're those who truly understand how I feel .
It's not like I'm so sadist that I'm happy that I almost broke up a couple .
I merely act nonchalant about it .
But I was really sorry .
Seeing that whatever blog , it made me angry .
Who wouldn't act indifferent about it even though they were angry ?
Tell me ?
No one would . Obviously .
It would only make those people do more and more things .
Getting into things like these are obviously a waste of time .
I could use them to do other things .
From now on , I won't go to the cow's blog on purpose .
What for make myself angry over smth that was meant to get me angry ?
That's so stupid right ?
Anyway , I don't want to care anymore .
Bye .
Dreamway ♥ .
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