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So give me reason ; To prove me wrong ,
To wash this memory clean .
My name is [x]love :D
There is no other info about me .
And all these are just my dreamland .
Dreams that I dream of at night .
Don't like me ? You can leave by the red 'x' on the top right hand corner .
You are @ theundyingpainofmine.blogspot.com.
I don't need anyone change my weaknesses or tell me my strengths , I just need someone who'll appreciate me for everythg that I am .
"It takes a lifetime to find someone, but only a moment to fall in love."
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Sunday, March 15, 2009,
Reality hurts .
Sometimes , people say living a lie is worse thn not knwing reality .
But how true is that exactly ?
If living a lie would make you happier , why not ?
What really matters is you're happy , isn't it ?
The rest doesn't really matter .
Who cares if people think you're crazy , mad or even , hate you .
When you're happy with your life and you think you're right ,
Why bother entertaining others ?
Who cares if you're un-glam , biatchy or whatever ?
Why bother with all those act if deep inside you don't really want the person ?
These so-called 'politics' are ridiculous .
And often end up sour in the end anyway .
So why bother with all the pretence ?
Why would you want someone to like you ,
When you don't even want the person ?
You're just trying to boost your own ego by keeping the person with you , isn't it ?
But have you ever imagined if you the person ,
And someone did that to you ?
How would you feel/react when in the end ,
She/He says that he/she has never truly loved you .
You feel like killing yourself isn't it ?
After investing so much love into someone ,
And yet everything was just an illusion .
Don't do it anymore , let go of him/her .
Stop torturing the person , the person has a chance to move on , when the love isn't that deep .
But once it develops too much , she/he can't seem to let go anymore .
And it really hurts .
Do it harsh , smth like 'get lost , I don't need you .'
But not too harsh till it becomes like ' Fk off .'
That's too hurting .
Let go , let go of the past , let go of things that doesn't exist .
Labels: I don't knw how . I don't even knw what I want anymore .
Dreamway ♥ .
12:35 AM <3