♥ / New Divide .

So give me reason ; To prove me wrong ,

To wash this memory clean .

My name is [x]love :D
There is no other info about me .
And all these are just my dreamland .
Dreams that I dream of at night .

Don't like me ? You can leave by the red 'x' on the top right hand corner .

You are @ theundyingpainofmine.blogspot.com.
I don't need anyone change my weaknesses or tell me my strengths , I just need someone who'll appreciate me for everythg that I am .

"It takes a lifetime to find someone, but only a moment to fall in love."

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Do away with all the hypocrisy . I don't need them .

Tuesday, March 31, 2009,

Bye .

Dreamway ♥ .
12:27 AM <3

I don't knw why either .

Saturday, March 28, 2009,

Empty bus o:

Hotel 626 !

http://www.hotel626.com/

This is going to be mine !

RAWRRRRRRRRRRR !

Heh , pink rocks :D

I need a new shoe o:

Bye :D

Dreamway ♥ .
12:50 AM <3

Fairytales just don't exist ;

Friday, March 27, 2009,

She slapped him .
He didn't even flinch .
'It doesn't matter what you do to me , I'll still love you .' He said emotionlessly , trying hard not to betray himself .
'Liar !' She spat the word at him .
'I'm not ...'
'Get lost , I don't ever want to see you again . I hate youuu !' She screamed .
'Don't do this , please ?' he pleaded .
'No , go now , before I flare up .' she said coldy .
'I don't love her , I love you . I was just ... giving in to temptations ,' he tried to explain .
'Stop lying ! I've had enough of all these !' She shouted cupping her ears with both hands .
He tried to remove her hands , but he couldn't .
Finally , he left with an exasperated sigh .
She broke down and cried .
She didn't want to let him knw how weak she was .
She wanted him to be happy .
And she knew , he didn't love her at all .
Not in the least .
She hated the lies he told her , but there was nthg she could do about it .
She really loved him so much that she would go all out to see him happy .
Even if it meant dying for him .
She knew she had to let go of this past to be truly happy again .
But no matter how she tried , she just couldn't .
When she couldn't take the pain he caused her ,
She jumped .

Dreamway ♥ .
12:55 AM <3

You leave me breathless ♥ .

Tuesday, March 24, 2009,

Mistakes .

'I'm sorry baby . I didn't meant for that to happen .' she looked up meekly at him .

'She's already dead .' He slumped down his shoulders . 'Nthg you say now will help .'

'I'm really very sorry !' She wailed .

He crouched down in corner of the room .

'I caused her death .' He said expressionlessly .

'Let me take all the blame , don't torture yourself like this .' she cried .

Tears rolled down her hot cheeks .

'No , I shouldn't have dealt her with such a great blow .'

He started curling himself up and tears welled up in his eyes .

She walked over and hugged him tightly and started caressing him gently .

'It's all my fault , I'm sorry ...' She said softly , she started slapping herself .

He stopped her and took her into his arms .

'I'm sorry . I shouldn't have done that just now . Don't do that to yourself anymore .' he touched her cheeks and wiped off her tears .

'You're torturing me by being sad too , I love you .' He mumbled and finally smiled .

The smile didn't touch his eyes .

'I love you too . More thn what you ever imagined .' she replied , still sobbing in his arms .

He touched her face and said ,'You won't understand how much I love you too .'

She reached up and kissed him on the lips .

'Thanks ,' she murmured and fell asleep in his arms , due to the exhaustion the day brought .

He also slept with her in his arms , too tired to open his eyelids .

Dreamway ♥ .
11:26 PM <3

I'm so tired .

I'm damn tiredddd ._.

Feel like just dying .

And heck care the whole world ):

The center word decribes me :D

See , I'm really mad ._.

Whoo , rainbowwwwwwwwwww :D

And a pink car which I don't really like .

I want pink sports car ! That'll be damn hot mannnnnn (:

Random !

I was boreddddd ._.

I am a guaikia nerd . (Oh , who am I kidding ? ._.)

Rawr ,

Bye ._.

Labels: Ramblings .

Dreamway ♥ .
11:21 PM <3

Irresistable ♥ .

Monday, March 23, 2009,

When it was the one you loved so much , how could you not give ?
How could you even resist , or much less , hesitate ?

He pulled her closer to himself , trying but failing to resist her seductions .
Unwillingly , he pushed her away , knwing clearly that if they continued ,
They would end up losing their virginity to each other .
'Now what ?' She made a face at him .
'I don't knw ? I can't just ditch her ,'he said thoughtfully . 'She'll flat-out die' he murmured incoherently .
'What ? What did you say at the end ? Say it again ,' she leaned closer to him trying to figure out what he said .
'Nothing ,' he said casually , so that she wouldn't knw he was lying .
She shrugged it off .
'Anyway , I don't care . You have to find a way to get her off my back . She's irritating . She claims that you're hers .'
'Let me drag it for a while more , while I think of a plan .' he mumbled .
She thn planted herself on his laps , and turned his head up to face her .
'You don't love me ?' She asked as sweetly and innocently as she could manage .
'Of course I do ,' he smiled at her .
'Thn do it quickly , for me .' She smiled back him .
'Oh , give me some time .' he looked away .
She turned his head arnd to face her again .
'Please ?' she tried again . 'Do it for me .'
'You knw how hard it is for me to try and resist you when you do this ?' he sighed .
'Thn don't ,' She suggested breathlessly .
He nodded his head , smitten by her once again .
She got out his lap and started to head out of the room .
'Where are you going ? Don't I get smth for being good ?' he asked .
'To the toilet . You want to come along ? ' She turned and flashed an innocent smile at him .
'Nope , what about my prize ?' he asked sheepishly .
'Hehe , later , kay ? Wait for me .' she chuckled .

Dreamway ♥ .
12:19 AM <3

You wronged me out for smth I thought I was right .

Sunday, March 22, 2009,

Pictures from the Teens Magazine I read today :D